What I sang when I was 14? Anggun C.Sasmi International Debut

Today was just easy dizzy day.
When the thesis concept being rejected..I take a chance to have a nostalgic song through youtube search.

Captived only name Anggun C.Sasmi and enjoying ...

Here it is...some of deeply sad song I was sing in age of 14.

I grown up with my passion to be expert with her song (what a terrible passion)
And this singer is always being my role model singer up to today.
I dont talk her personal life but her persistance.

This Song that also painted as my young love experience
(I was never have romance relationship till I reach 19)

Here it is...some of deeply sad song I was sing in age of 14.
-I want you to want me-

Lyric :

I WANT YOU TO WANT ME

I'm here give me a glance, been following you like a shadow
This is how I spent my time dreaming about our days tomorrow
Another day has gone bye another moon another sun
I can wait for you my love
Don't want to do any harm
Just trying to get to your attention

Sometimes I walk away coz I know that we can't ever be together
Sometimes I close my mind I can't keep this love for myself any longer
Somehow I have to find the right time to say that
I want you to want me, even in my dreams

I hope yo know who I am through all the letters I have sent you

I know I'm not the only one wanting and dreaming about you
Two different world between us, you're on the spotlights far from my touch
I can't wait here forever
For a sign from your eyes
The magic I wish I could have

Should've walk away coz I knew that we can't ever be together
Should've closed my mind should've known that this love can't go any further
Should've stopped myself from this dream
Coz live will never want you to want me
Even in my dreams
In my dreams

This song also performed in French  with tittle "Tu Nages" ( I can't sing this..hehe)
This song originally written by Anggun herself, and wellknown being sung by Celine Dion..

Another than that song,
I was experienced on performing her song when I was 14. The trully performing on stage!
(some of my buddies doesn't believe it..haha...I know thats sound unbelievable..thats OK..I was stop performing vocal publicly since 16 for some certain reason)

I remembering I ssng this in every occasion I had that time. Even I got paid $1 for singing this 2x in a wedding party..You know why I got only that money? Because I eat alot..More than the budget of the host to pay me. Around 5 meals (how I reach 120 pounds in that time)

And the song is....Yang Aku Tunggu (Whom I wait)
taken from her album Chrysalis

Lyric :

YANG AKU TUNGGU

Lelah ku berjalan menelusuri hari
menunggu sesuatu 'tuk melupakanmu
wajah-wajah telah datang dan telah pergi
tetap ku sendiri dan merindukanmu

ku ingin mengerti
tunggu rasa itu bisa terhenti

[reff:]
yang aku tunggu masih kucari
yang aku tunggu 'tuk hilangkan rasa sepi
'kan aku tunggu datangnya hari
'ku kan menunggu saatnya jatuh cinta lagi

kulihat wajahmu di bayang embun pagi
ku dengar suaramu di hembusan bayu
mungkinkah kembali hati yang telah pergi
mekarkah kembali bunga yang telah layu

'kan ku coba mengerti
bahwa rasa itu bisa berganti

[repeat reff]

[reff 2:]
'kan ku tunggu masih percaya
aku menunggu rasa itu pasti 'kan tiba
'kan aku tunggu takkan berhenti
'ku kan menunggu saatnya jatuh cinta lagi

jangan lepas lagi
jangan sampai hilang
nanti aku akan tiba
nanti pasti datang
'ku 'kan menunggu

Note : Video link to youtube, lyric copas from azlyric.com 

OK..time to go back to thesis!

Enjoying Angelic Voice, Gabrielle Aplin

"The Power Of Love"  

Gabrielle Aplin

(originally by Frankie Goes to Hollywood)

Aye... hmmm...

Dreams are like angels, They keep bad at bay

Love is the light, Scaring darkness away

I'm so in love with you

Make love your goal

The power of love

A force from above, Cleaning my soul

Flame on burn desire, Love with tongues of fire

Purge the soul

Make love your goal

I'll protect you from the hooded claw

Keep the vampires from your door

When the chips are down I'll be around

With my undying death defying love for you

Envy will hurt itself

Let yourself be beautiful

Sparkling light, flowers and pearls and pretty girls

Love is like an energy

Rushing in, rushing inside of me, hmmm...

The power of love

A force from above

Cleaning my soul

Flame on burn desire

Love with tongues of fire

Purge the soul

Make love your goal

This time we go sublime

Lovers entwined divine divine

Love is danger, love is pleasure

Love is pure, the only treasure

I'm so in love with you

Make love your goal

The power of love

A force from above

Cleaning my soul

The power of love

A force from above

A sky scraping dove

Flame on burn desire

Love with tongues of fire

Purge the soul

Make love your goal

Make love your goal

-When singing a song is best way to express than any other way that harm-

Confessing My First Broken Heart

I was 14 years old when I feel love to someone. Exactly in second grade of Junior High School.
He was my Senior both school and dormitory.
Well, I was in love on seeing how charming this guy on treating me.
Anyway I should accept that I just a friend in common that he treat just like a brother.

Oh yes..
Is not a typo. I was a tomboy in appearance that time.

This the first time I learn, to love is to give.
I know well I would just can't be a companion if I told everything.
So I deciding to help him, be his match maker and courrier for whatever he would send to the girl he like.

Sad? Maybe. But at least I could see him everyday with good talk , smile and help his burden away.

Years pass till he should go to Senior High School and so me in after.

And Im still a courier for him.
Till one day after my first week in High School. He said he will tied with somebody.
The girl that being my neighbor and my buddy for years.
And again those pain just could be release when seeing his happiness.

You know,
Somehow he the one that help me to choose to be humble. Tought me sincerity of being in love.
And let God decide what we deserve.

Treat Acne with Garlic is Big NO NO*

YA

Ini berdasarkan pengalaman pribadi pagi ini.

Setelah beberapa lama tangan anteng liat dua jerawat parkir di muka, akhirnya semalam operasi besar pencet-pencet jerawat itu terjadi.

Jerawat dipencet?

ya inflamasilah. Jerawat meradang, tapi yang paling penting uda dikeluarin semua isinya *yakin?*

Berbekal googling sana sini, dan sriwing-sriwing tentang manfaat evening primerose yang nganggur di meja kosan, akhirnya bekas jerawat yang memerah semalam kuoles dengan minyak dari kapsul evening primerose.

Pagi ini bangun tidur aku lihat, biasa saja...muka lembab dan alus *uhk* tapi radang masih disitu aja.

Lagi-lagi gemes kan ni tangan,

Gooogling lagi,

Trus nemu beberapa artikel tentang ngobatin luka bekas jerawat pake bawang putih.

   WHAT??????An amazing garlic can make our skin back to be normal? This dude write the most tempting article to try as like an order.

Dan terjadilah kemudian jam 6 pagi ini..

Lari ke dapur kemudian ngulek bawang putih *Deuuu AADC syndrome*

I'm super excited to try

Dan...mengoleskan ramuan super dari satu jari bawang putih itu ke tempat jerawat tepat di pipi kiri dan di bawah hidung.

Oh maigat..Oh maigat..

Masyaallah, astaghfirullah..

Ini panaaaassss butuuulll

Rasa kebakaran ga kira-kira.

Tapi sabar...mau cakep kadang kudu sakit kan.

Googling lagi lah akhirnya dengan tag "Meredakan inflamasi bekas jerawat"

Dan.......

Mampir disebuah catatan facebook, scroll

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ke bawah dan liat komen. Wadeew

Ternyata udah banyak yang coba dan ketimpuk panas kebakar sepertiku.

Akhirnya pagi ini pun glodakan sendiri berlarian ke kamar mandi.

Dan malang...bekas kebakar yang memerah di pipi kiri ini belom juga lenyap sampe saya nulis ini di jam 8 pagi.

Hik..kadang Googling itu juga bisa ngasi informasi yang super baik dan menyesatkan. S

Pelajaran hari ini, sesuatu mungkin berdampak baik bagi orang lain, belom tentu buat diri kita,

Beda tubuh beda settingan.

NOTE: MAAF belom melampirkan gambar area muka yang kebakar tadi. Hape masih hanghenghong

Taxi dan Meternya

Kadang aku ga habis pikir,kenapa supir taksi banyak yang suka tarif borongan daripada mempercayakan meteran untuk mengatur keadilan pembayaran antara dirinya dan penumpang.
Dalam banyak kasus, kelebihan pembayaran dalam bertransaksi tanpa keridhoan dua belah pihak tak akan menjadikan barokah dan
masuk suatu kecurangan.

A Jeans and An Appreciation

Jeans..whatever its brand and however it price its just only clothing. For me.
But not for this lady,
Its price is a reflexion of how her appreciation to the person who wear. Even exactly,I only see her wear the only jeans that she call a precious price once  a week. In the same jeans every ocassion.
One day,
I found my self wear that kind of "whatever however" jeans in extremely going to smaller size after loundry.
I share this thing to her..
Guess
She said that how the priceless thing will be formed..should buy the higher price for comfortability.
Uh..
She should ashame to have very low quality talk that time.
Take a break..you may deliver better word Bu Gemini

Years Ago - a note

Being a pure and being a fool in work sometimes a good reason to be bullied. More over if we have an outstanding relationship with higher level people.
People will only look down and down with many assumption. But one thing I trully sure, that love is choosing their own. We cannot run however we try.
In love..together is only together..never based on how wealthy..how good..people know well.